Missing My Best Friend
I've been doing well with staying a step ahead in my online speech class. Go me. I'm proud. Let's hope I can stay on top of it. I need to get in the habit of being more motivated about this online class in preparation for the four or five I'll have starting in August so this is good for me. And it really is the only productive thing I have to do during the day. Not having a class to go to on campus is actually making me go a little stir crazy because I don't have a reason to leave the house ever. I try to combine any trips to get what groceries I need for myself here at my parents' house with other random errands to avoid unnecessary trips and excess gasoline usage. So that happens maybe once a week. Ugh. I'm going to lose my mind without Ryan here to entertain me.
He's been gone over three months now. It's a substantial chunk of time, but we still have so much further than that to go which makes me feel so bleh about life in general. I've been pretty upbeat and gotten through these past few months with relative ease, but the length of this separation is really starting to get to me now. I suppose because it's been so much time, but we still haven't reached the downhill point of being halfway done either. So it feels like it's going to be forever before I see him again. And that makes me sad. And lonely. And fills me with dread at the thought of how much boredom I have to endure between now and then.
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I suppose someone out there somewhere needs a San Jose motorcycle accident attorney.
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